So I am once again making some additions to this blog thing. The last 2 months have been trying. Oct I was afforded an opportunity to replace about 500 square feet of floor. Now Dec I am afforded an opportunity to replace our heating and air conditioning system. Needless to say it is weighing on my mind and my wallet. It would be so easy to just "walk away" to let it go and ignore the issue but that is a skill I have never developed.
After the last two month the ability to walk away would have been wonderful, at least for a time. The reality would catch up to me, and worse not just me but the family as well. My inability to stay the course would have made life miserable for all. Not sure I could do that to them, although some feel I make there life miserable too much as it is.
As appealing as dumping and running is I am aware it is short term solution to a long term issue. It is also the start of a habit that would greatly reduce the ability to see and do many things. So I endure. I live out the adage "When the going gets tough the tough get going" and I endure the pain of life. So hang in there with me. This adventure is not easy, sometimes not even fun but it is also not a result of quitting.
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